urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01 it won't let me be complicated01 2006-11-24T21:05:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01:2158 2006-11-24T21:05:55Z 2006-11-24T21:05:55Z seventh day slumber so during the holidays my grandma makes her famous and traditional portuguese dressing. our famiy was not goin to connect this year, so i decided to try to make the dressing myself. omg it was soooo gross i had to throw it away i'm so sad. my sister has the cookin skills, they just skipped me, lol. so we went to hometown buffet and ate till we got sick, it was cool. hope u all had a great thanksgiving! xOxO shell urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01:1115 2006-10-28T20:24:49Z 2006-10-28T20:26:42Z Metallica "Ride the Lightning" Today is my husbands birthday, and we are going to Knott's Scarey Farm.NO KIDS...YEEEEEEEEESSSSS!!!!!! Ineed a break, like this morning i got the baby (Hannah age 2)out of the tub, put a towel around her, she ran off so i wen't to get a diaper and her clothes, when i came into my room she had peepeed all over my bead and my pillow, LOVELY. N ow i get to do laundry, real fun. Just for one day i would love not to hear, mommy, mommy!!!!! Maybe 2nite i'll throw back a few, ok maybe more than a few!!! Next weekend is my 33rd b-day, goin out with the girls. Really can't wait for that cause the husband will be home w/ the kids.YAY!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01:829 2006-10-18T03:18:33Z 2006-10-18T03:18:33Z I feel like i live in a freakin boot camp. The first thing my husband does when he wakes up is start barking his orders and commands!!! i want to punch him in his piece of shit face! stupid ass!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01:765 2006-10-17T11:32:03Z 2006-10-17T11:32:03Z Man it's 4 in the morning, and i can't sleep. I'm just laying here thinking of how much life sucks lately.My truck is getting repossesed, my son kicked in a mirror in the gym at our apartments, and we have to pay 650.00 minimum.We do not have it right now.I'm so upset thinking about Dylan moving back to his dads, am i doing the right thing? my baby daughter has been driving me up the wall!!!! my husband talks to me like i'm a piece of shit.I just feel worthless, wornout, broke down, and all alone.My anxiety has been so horrible , if i don't take my zanax, forget it, i'm a basket case!There is always something wrong with me i'm never happy, but i have alot to be happy about, right?I mean my kids are healthy, i'm semi healthy, just a little mental!We have a roof over our heads, food in our stomaches, clothes on our backs.Why i'm i always so fucking sad? well guess i'll go take a psycho pill to help me go to sleep, i have to get up in 2 hours to get the kids off to school, and start another fun filled day.<br /> <br /> YEE FUCKING HAAAA!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:complicated01:479 2006-10-15T04:29:14Z 2006-10-15T04:29:14Z Hey Sis, thanx soooo much for doing me up!The icons look great.I love u.<br /><br /><br /> moonanny!!!!